Today, somebody called looking for a pizza place. Instead of telling them they had the wrong number I took their order. I felt devious. MLIA
ahahaha not my story, but I thought that was hilarious!
Mood: better(:
Song: Fireflies- Owl City
Ahaha mkay, so I need to be happier :D On the 22nd, pit had a supprise party for jeremygozzip! ahaha it was fun. Ima upload the video of him comming through the door. It's freaking hilarious man! X] ahaha and then his actual party was yesterday. The end-ishh was kinda not good for a little bit coz of the "Utah Kids". I swear they were high. and then of course, the drunk kids comming in and staring at us and saying "yeah, we're really in to asian girls". im sorry, but that was kinda creepy. and then the girl that "lost" her friends and asked to use the bathroom X] ahaha. darn, my spirit just isn't in to blogging right now. I'll blog more laterr.
Oh, and I had to get this in here:
Exactly a week ago today, Andy died. I'm still not over it. I don't think I ever will be. I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you. I'm sorry I didn't get to say goodbye. You we're so amazing. How could I not ask you what was wrong? I'm so sorry. Rest In Paradise.
mkay thats all for now,
Sophia(:
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
Rest In Paradise, Andy
Okay, this blog isnt going to be like one of my regular posts. I feel like i should be writing this today.
On Wednesday night I found out that a very good friend of mine took his own life on Sunday. He was on vacation in colarado, and to my understanding he jumped off of something. I dont have details, and i suppose i dont really even want them. I dont want to think about what happened. I dont want him to be remembered badly. He was one of a kind. I really regret not getting closer to him because now, i will never have the chance. I really dont want to think like that though. I want to remember what I did know. He could make anyone laugh. No matter how crappy i was feeling, that kid could always make me feel better. I think I'm still going through the motions: crying, denial, blaming myself, getting mad at him... I'm pretty sure its normal, but as far as denial goes, i keep thinking this is some sick joke, and andy is gonna come back at make me forgive him. I do have valid reasons for believing he's still out there somewhere. His sisters arent allowed to see him or attend his funeral? thats crazy. Someone claiming to have webcamed with him yesterday? thats even crazier. I blamed myself for not being there for him. I started loosing touch with him. If i had just been there. Just once. Talked to him. It mightve saved him. And then there was being 100% pissed at him. How could he take his own life? Why the eff would he do that to me? to his other friends? to his family? I was mad at him for a day. I just couldnt believe he would do that. What I'm going through right now is just... i'm scared. He didn't believe in God. It wasnt his time. I honestly want to believe he's in a better place. I've been praying for him ever since i found out he was dead. I hope that God took him in. I pray he's in heaven. I want the best for him. I'm just so worried that he isn't. That he took his own life for nothing. I cant believe his life was that miserable that he just ended it. I loved him so much. He was like a brother to me. I miss him. I want him back. I guess, i dont know what to believe right now. Is he dead? Is he alive? I suppose it's something i wont find out for a while. I just hope he's happy. I hope he found what he was looking for. I love you, Andy. So much. Please remember that. Where ever you are. Just know i'm here, praying for you, giving my respects to your family, and most importantly, just remember me. I wish to God i knew where you we're. I love you, Andy. Rest in Paradise.
and i guess thats all for now,
Sophia
On Wednesday night I found out that a very good friend of mine took his own life on Sunday. He was on vacation in colarado, and to my understanding he jumped off of something. I dont have details, and i suppose i dont really even want them. I dont want to think about what happened. I dont want him to be remembered badly. He was one of a kind. I really regret not getting closer to him because now, i will never have the chance. I really dont want to think like that though. I want to remember what I did know. He could make anyone laugh. No matter how crappy i was feeling, that kid could always make me feel better. I think I'm still going through the motions: crying, denial, blaming myself, getting mad at him... I'm pretty sure its normal, but as far as denial goes, i keep thinking this is some sick joke, and andy is gonna come back at make me forgive him. I do have valid reasons for believing he's still out there somewhere. His sisters arent allowed to see him or attend his funeral? thats crazy. Someone claiming to have webcamed with him yesterday? thats even crazier. I blamed myself for not being there for him. I started loosing touch with him. If i had just been there. Just once. Talked to him. It mightve saved him. And then there was being 100% pissed at him. How could he take his own life? Why the eff would he do that to me? to his other friends? to his family? I was mad at him for a day. I just couldnt believe he would do that. What I'm going through right now is just... i'm scared. He didn't believe in God. It wasnt his time. I honestly want to believe he's in a better place. I've been praying for him ever since i found out he was dead. I hope that God took him in. I pray he's in heaven. I want the best for him. I'm just so worried that he isn't. That he took his own life for nothing. I cant believe his life was that miserable that he just ended it. I loved him so much. He was like a brother to me. I miss him. I want him back. I guess, i dont know what to believe right now. Is he dead? Is he alive? I suppose it's something i wont find out for a while. I just hope he's happy. I hope he found what he was looking for. I love you, Andy. So much. Please remember that. Where ever you are. Just know i'm here, praying for you, giving my respects to your family, and most importantly, just remember me. I wish to God i knew where you we're. I love you, Andy. Rest in Paradise.
and i guess thats all for now,
Sophia
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
woah man. a couple days to talk about
Today, I realized that in the past 4 days, I have practiced 38 hours total at Ayala. MLISooooA
Mood: hehe(:
Song for the mood: She was mine- AJ Rafael and Jesse Barrera
So yeaah, band camp was pretty much the reason why I havent posted in a while. i meant to post at megans partaaay on the 14th but i got side tracked X]
July 14th: megans party was pretty dang fun :D all nighters, water balloon fights, watching scary chinese movies, playing life, hearing people yell "i suck at life!", laughing at people yelling that they suck at life, making pancakes with princess, taking pictures of megan and isabella while they were sleeping, leaving my pillow at megans, need i go on? X]
July 15th: the next day i saw harry potter with megan :D and making isabella look like she was talking to herself! yaay!
July 16th: i stayed home all day! ;D
July 17th: First day of july camp. Practice was from 12 to 9 and we met ayala's new principal. i was impressed! she seems really nice and all the drumline instructors say pretty good things about her! She got us all hotdogs and hamburgers, and DAMN! they were goood! we got an hour to eat coz they took so long to make, but it was worth it! Oh! and it was stephanie hsu's birthday! i made her a hella huge card and me, nicole, and trenton decorated her synth cart! it came out so pretty! :D
July 18th: Second day of band camp. Practice was from 9 to 9, so we got two meal breaks. Lunch was an hour and dinner was an hour, which is longer than we all expected. Pit played mafia and big booty! ahahaha we have a hella lot planned for us to hang :D
July 19th: Technically, this was the last day of "band camp" even though drumline had practice the next day. Loooong day. But it was well worth it in the end because we played through the entire show with the ENTIRE band. the sound was freakingg amazing man. And honestly, i feel like i have a better friendship with alot of the people in front ensamble :D oh! and nicole ulgado drove home for the first time! i was so proud :']
July 20th: Woo hoo. monday. i wanted to be home so bad! i was hella tired after 3 looong days. anyways, practice was from 1 to 9. We spent about two hours taking everything apart, cleaning it, and putting it all back together. then we had to count all of the broken sticks we were sending back to promark so we could get new ones. Then we practiced for about an hour and then we had "unity games". Even though every one pretty much knows each other, we still had to talk about ourselves. name, grade, instrument, and something "interesting" about ourselves. "uh, im sophia. im gonna be a freshman. i do auxillary, and i dont like talking about myself" and this was followed by awwwwwwww's. originally i was gonna say that i'm really in to photography but nooo. two people before me just HAD to steel that! anyways we did three games. the first one was a bit... akward. the second was gross! egg toss and it broke in my hand D: ahaha and the third one just blistered my hands! i dont even know what game it was but it hurt. X] then we had dinner and i went to mcdonalds! :D so glad vivian has a car! X] then after dinner, we had a powwow for TWO HOURS! it was actually really nice being able to talk about goals, and things we want for the ensamble. we all got pretty dang deep man. then we practiced for another hour and got through the whole opener WITHOUT a met! and we didnt completely fall apart! woooo!
July 21st: which finally brings me to today! i did absolutely nothing! ;D
mkay thats all for now,
sophia(:
Mood: hehe(:
Song for the mood: She was mine- AJ Rafael and Jesse Barrera
So yeaah, band camp was pretty much the reason why I havent posted in a while. i meant to post at megans partaaay on the 14th but i got side tracked X]
July 14th: megans party was pretty dang fun :D all nighters, water balloon fights, watching scary chinese movies, playing life, hearing people yell "i suck at life!", laughing at people yelling that they suck at life, making pancakes with princess, taking pictures of megan and isabella while they were sleeping, leaving my pillow at megans, need i go on? X]
July 15th: the next day i saw harry potter with megan :D and making isabella look like she was talking to herself! yaay!
July 16th: i stayed home all day! ;D
July 17th: First day of july camp. Practice was from 12 to 9 and we met ayala's new principal. i was impressed! she seems really nice and all the drumline instructors say pretty good things about her! She got us all hotdogs and hamburgers, and DAMN! they were goood! we got an hour to eat coz they took so long to make, but it was worth it! Oh! and it was stephanie hsu's birthday! i made her a hella huge card and me, nicole, and trenton decorated her synth cart! it came out so pretty! :D
July 18th: Second day of band camp. Practice was from 9 to 9, so we got two meal breaks. Lunch was an hour and dinner was an hour, which is longer than we all expected. Pit played mafia and big booty! ahahaha we have a hella lot planned for us to hang :D
July 19th: Technically, this was the last day of "band camp" even though drumline had practice the next day. Loooong day. But it was well worth it in the end because we played through the entire show with the ENTIRE band. the sound was freakingg amazing man. And honestly, i feel like i have a better friendship with alot of the people in front ensamble :D oh! and nicole ulgado drove home for the first time! i was so proud :']
July 20th: Woo hoo. monday. i wanted to be home so bad! i was hella tired after 3 looong days. anyways, practice was from 1 to 9. We spent about two hours taking everything apart, cleaning it, and putting it all back together. then we had to count all of the broken sticks we were sending back to promark so we could get new ones. Then we practiced for about an hour and then we had "unity games". Even though every one pretty much knows each other, we still had to talk about ourselves. name, grade, instrument, and something "interesting" about ourselves. "uh, im sophia. im gonna be a freshman. i do auxillary, and i dont like talking about myself" and this was followed by awwwwwwww's. originally i was gonna say that i'm really in to photography but nooo. two people before me just HAD to steel that! anyways we did three games. the first one was a bit... akward. the second was gross! egg toss and it broke in my hand D: ahaha and the third one just blistered my hands! i dont even know what game it was but it hurt. X] then we had dinner and i went to mcdonalds! :D so glad vivian has a car! X] then after dinner, we had a powwow for TWO HOURS! it was actually really nice being able to talk about goals, and things we want for the ensamble. we all got pretty dang deep man. then we practiced for another hour and got through the whole opener WITHOUT a met! and we didnt completely fall apart! woooo!
July 21st: which finally brings me to today! i did absolutely nothing! ;D
mkay thats all for now,
sophia(:
Friday, July 10, 2009
Beaches, Guys, and Birthday Times
Today, I made fun of the title of a jonas brothers cd called "Lines, Vines, and Tryin Times" by titling this blog "Beaches, Guys, and Birthday Times" I felt like a pulled a huge prank on the jonas brothers. MLIA
Mood: I have no idea X]
Song for the mood: Paranoid- Jonas Brothers
Topic Numba ONEE!
So I went to the beach today. There was a sign that said "No collection of plants, seeds, or tidepool animals or shells." I took a shell coz I thought it was really pretty. Nothing happened. I feel like a badass ninja with a super cool souvenir to remember my pro-ness X]
Topic Numba TWOO!
Question of the day: Why do guys make it so hard to carry on a conversation?
Just in case any of you are reading this, im talking about NOLAN, JIMMY, RYAN, MICHAEL, and MATT
goodness gracious, what is wrong with you boys? its likee I'm trying to have a conversation and you all reply with these simple 1-2 word answers and then im like 0________0 err... what the heck do i say now?
ahaha really, its not that big a deal though. i guess its just a pet pieve.
Topic Numba THREE!
So many birthdays lately!
the awesome KatrinaLopez just turned 14 yesterday
HannaLee just turned 13 on the 5th
On the 17th StephanieHsu and DavidBae are turning 16 and 14
MeganRamiro is turning 14 on the 14th! how cool is that? X]
LizDimaano is gonna be 14 in twoo days!
JeremyGozzip's birthday is on the 23rd
and as far as i know, thats it X]
purrtty cool
wish them all happy birthdays, yeah?
mkay thats all for now,
sophia(:
Mood: I have no idea X]
Song for the mood: Paranoid- Jonas Brothers
Topic Numba ONEE!
So I went to the beach today. There was a sign that said "No collection of plants, seeds, or tidepool animals or shells." I took a shell coz I thought it was really pretty. Nothing happened. I feel like a badass ninja with a super cool souvenir to remember my pro-ness X]
Topic Numba TWOO!
Question of the day: Why do guys make it so hard to carry on a conversation?
Just in case any of you are reading this, im talking about NOLAN, JIMMY, RYAN, MICHAEL, and MATT
goodness gracious, what is wrong with you boys? its likee I'm trying to have a conversation and you all reply with these simple 1-2 word answers and then im like 0________0 err... what the heck do i say now?
ahaha really, its not that big a deal though. i guess its just a pet pieve.
Topic Numba THREE!
So many birthdays lately!
the awesome KatrinaLopez just turned 14 yesterday
HannaLee just turned 13 on the 5th
On the 17th StephanieHsu and DavidBae are turning 16 and 14
MeganRamiro is turning 14 on the 14th! how cool is that? X]
LizDimaano is gonna be 14 in twoo days!
JeremyGozzip's birthday is on the 23rd
and as far as i know, thats it X]
purrtty cool
wish them all happy birthdays, yeah?
mkay thats all for now,
sophia(:
Thursday, July 9, 2009
dang.
Today, I got grounded and yelled at because I did what i was told to do. MLIA
Mood: kinda pissed D:
Song for the mood: Last Resort- Papa Roach
well today has not exactly been fun so far. I'm sure that i'm not the only one this has happened to, but im gonna talk about it anyway! or better yet, here is the conversation that took place!
so there I was, sitting on the couch, watching t.v. and minding my own business, when suddenly:
mom: sophia! can you please stop watching t.v. in your pj's? go get dressed.
sophia: alrightyy
mom: please hurry
so then i go and pick out some clothes, when all of a sudden:
mom: sophia! i told you to get washed up! get washed up NOW!
sophia: im getting my clothes ready. i'll do it in a second!
mom: i dont appriciate your attitude! you are GROUNDED untill SUNDAY
she said sunday because she told me i could do stuff on saturday. as far as i can tell, i did not do anything wrong. i did what she told me. i think shes pmsing. i hope she does start stalking me coz then i'll get yelled at for writing this D:
oh and before I forget, today is the AMAZING katrina lopez's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATRINA! you guys should all go wish her a happy 14th birthday, yeah?
and on the topic of birthdays: meganramiro's birthday is in 5 days! yaaaay! :D
mkay thats all for now,
sophia(:
Mood: kinda pissed D:
Song for the mood: Last Resort- Papa Roach
well today has not exactly been fun so far. I'm sure that i'm not the only one this has happened to, but im gonna talk about it anyway! or better yet, here is the conversation that took place!
so there I was, sitting on the couch, watching t.v. and minding my own business, when suddenly:
mom: sophia! can you please stop watching t.v. in your pj's? go get dressed.
sophia: alrightyy
mom: please hurry
so then i go and pick out some clothes, when all of a sudden:
mom: sophia! i told you to get washed up! get washed up NOW!
sophia: im getting my clothes ready. i'll do it in a second!
mom: i dont appriciate your attitude! you are GROUNDED untill SUNDAY
she said sunday because she told me i could do stuff on saturday. as far as i can tell, i did not do anything wrong. i did what she told me. i think shes pmsing. i hope she does start stalking me coz then i'll get yelled at for writing this D:
oh and before I forget, today is the AMAZING katrina lopez's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATRINA! you guys should all go wish her a happy 14th birthday, yeah?
and on the topic of birthdays: meganramiro's birthday is in 5 days! yaaaay! :D
mkay thats all for now,
sophia(:
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
time for something new
well hello there(:
mood:bored i guess? but on the happy side [:
and the song to fit that mood: Skyway Avenue- We the Kings
okay, so I am just so amazingly cool that i got bored and figured i would take up some of my freetime to make a blogg today. so here i am. wow. this is fun.
ahaha jusskeeeding, but in all seriousness, i have a feeling this is gonna be like of the mylifeisaverage stories. hm, maybe thats how i should start. it can be my thaang. X]
oh and this video made my day: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NZtiRdc2jo4
aj rafaels 2nd youtube channel. go check him out!
mkay thats all for now,
sophia(:
mood:bored i guess? but on the happy side [:
and the song to fit that mood: Skyway Avenue- We the Kings
okay, so I am just so amazingly cool that i got bored and figured i would take up some of my freetime to make a blogg today. so here i am. wow. this is fun.
ahaha jusskeeeding, but in all seriousness, i have a feeling this is gonna be like of the mylifeisaverage stories. hm, maybe thats how i should start. it can be my thaang. X]
oh and this video made my day: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NZtiRdc2jo4
aj rafaels 2nd youtube channel. go check him out!
mkay thats all for now,
sophia(:
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