Sunday, November 1, 2009

I'm so sorry.

So, what do you do when someone "in short" tells you to stop caring about them?
Yeah, I cry.
Who wouldn't?
I'm so sorry I hurt you.
I'm sorry I let it go this far.
But I can't say I'm sorry I care about you.
You'll always have a special place in my heart.
I'm sorry I kept reminding you.
Sometimes I wish I had never met you.
It would make things so much easier.
I can't tell you how sorry I am.
I treat you like I treat most of my guy friends.
I'm sorry you don't want that anymore.
Of course it hurts.
I could never lie to you and say it doesn't.
Of course I'm crying.
If you ask, I can't lie to you, but I pray you don't.
You said you didn't want me to cry.
I'm sorry.
I let you down again.
You said it shouldn't change anything.
But it changes everything.
I'm so sorry.
Of course I didn't like you.
Of course I'm not in love with you.
The fact that you kept repeating everything I had done wrong,
just made me cry even more.
I'm so sorry.
I did look at it from your point of view.
I guess I can understand where you're comming from.
I have to understand.
Maybe I'm just different. Maybe it's because I have more close guy friends.
I don't even know if you have as many close girl friends.
I really wish this didn't hurt me so much.
I'll still always care about you.
I just can't show it anymore.
Like I said, you'll always have that special place in my heart.
I just cant show it.
Please, never forget the bond we used to have.
I know you didn't want it to change.
But it changed everything.
I'm so sorry.

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